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Ally House (Oregon)'s avatar

I find myself in a similar boat, although I had started fighting this battle in earnest after Michael Brown was murdered in Ferguson, MO by law enforcement. I had to really stretch my ways of thinking about race and law enforcement.

**In case no one knows, retired cop, use of force trainer and hostage negotiator, living in an almost entirely white region of Oregon.

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Reid (Seattle)'s avatar

The hill you had to climb was so much steeper than mine; you have my admiration. I do not mean that you started out as more racist than me (than I? I can never keep it straight), but that the cultures within which you were and are operating may have been more likely to give cover to implicit (and explicit) bias. Good for you for digging deep. We all have so much work to do.

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TCinLA's avatar

I echo what Reid said below. I only wish there were many more of you in the profession.

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Christi McG (IL)'s avatar

I agree, Reid and Ally. I've always been open to all groups and view equality across races, genders, and religions, but being forced to think otherwise helped me to learn and engage in anti-racism thoughts and actions. I've grown a lot the last 5 years.

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Bonnie BW's avatar

Ally, I am a former Oregonian. After my degree in Broadcasting (74тАЩ) at the U of O. I worked at a TV station in Medford, Oregon. A friends husband worked as a cop in Ashland, Oregon. He said once riding with his partner that they saw a POC on the street. His partner said тАЬya there are about six of them here and we know where they all live.тАЭ After having lived with a person of color at the U of O. It came as such a shock. I never considered myself a a liberal. There where a number of friends from the Broadcasting department working there. Every executive at the station there Were white male chauvinist. They had an executive little club called тАЬthe Jolly boysтАЭ. After a couple of years they had to let this little тАЬJolly girlтАЭ into their group after I moved into sales. The FCC was going to challenge their license. We made a big joke out of it and made our own club we called ourselves the тАЬJolly Pee-Ons.тАЭ

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Ally House (Oregon)'s avatar

I grew up in Medford, and graduated HS in 1976. I'm sure you knew (or knew of) Tam Moore; he is one of my best friend's Dad. What TV station did you work for, and who was your friend's husband? I got my degree in Criminology from SOSC in 1981 and knew a fair number of APD.

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Bonnie BW's avatar

Lost your email. The person I went was Steve Deaton. He was there in the later 70's . It was only shortly then he got a job with Portland PD and went on from there to become a pilot for United.

I worked at KEMD I had the Promotions position when we changed it to KTVL. We did that when we sold the KMED call letter with the AM radio station. I don't know Tam he most have been at the other station. The fires there are just unbelievable. I spoke to friends in Portland this morning they were talking about the protests DT that are turning violent at night. Still. With only few arrests. She said she went through DT yesterday and there were 150 motorcycles lined up getting ready to do soon. They left quickly!

I have found memories of Southern Oregon. My only Fame to claim was that I help Anne Curry get her first job in TV. She went on to go to the TODAY show on NBC. Did you now David Sourer? His Dad was Pres. at SOSC. His sister worked at the Hungary Woodsman. I work with David at then KMED when I first got there. Good remembering with you .

Stay safer.

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H.H. Rose's avatar

Except that Michael Brown was not murdered . The grand jury and Eric Holder agreed.

From the liberal leaning WaPo

тАЬSo we wanted to set the record straight on the DOJтАЩs findings, especially after The Washington PostтАЩs opinion writer Jonathan Capehart wrote that it was тАЬbuilt on a lie.тАЭ From time to time, we retroactively check statements as new information becomes available. In this case, the Justice Department has concluded that Wilson acted out of self-defense, and was justified in killing Brown.тАЭ

https://www.washingtonpost.com/news/fact-checker/wp/2015/03/19/hands-up-dont-shoot-did-not-happen-in-ferguson/

https://www.justice.gov/opa/speech/attorney-general-holder-delivers-update-investigations-ferguson-missouri

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Joan Friedman (MA, from NY)'s avatar

Legally justified in the existing context is one thing. Morally justified, including justification of that context, would be something else. If our police were trained to see people of color as us, not them; if trained to act to reduce violence, not inflict superior violence; then Michael Brown and a long list of other people would be alive today.

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Ally House (Oregon)'s avatar

I agree that he was not prosecutable for murder, and I am normally more careful with my language than that.

The problem that I see with this "justification" is that (and I said this at the time, and was very unpopular in my non-cop social set) that in a very narrow window of time, to wit: the confrontation while the cop is seated in his patrol car and Mr. Brown is reaching in through the window <as I recall without looking up the details> that is a justified shoot. BUT: why was he seated in his patrol car while talking to Mr. Brown, why was he even talking with Mr. Brown in the first place, and did he say or do anything that may have provoked a violent response?

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TCinLA's avatar

Did you know the sun's going to rise in the west tomorrow? They're wrong. Which frequently happens, and involves both Ds and Rs.

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H.H. Rose's avatar

President Obama through his DOJ disagrees with you.

From the DOJ report.

This morning, the Justice Department announced the conclusion of our investigation and released a comprehensive, 87-page report documenting our findings and conclusions that the facts do not support the filing of criminal charges against Officer Darren Wilson in this case. Michael BrownтАЩs death, though a tragedy, did not involve prosecutable conduct on the part of Officer Wilson.

тАЬThis conclusion represents the sound, considered, and independent judgment of the expert career prosecutors within the Department of Justice. I have been personally briefed on multiple occasions about these findings. I concur with the investigative teamтАЩs judgment and the determination about our inability to meet the required federal standard.

This outcome is supported by the facts we have found тАУ but I also know these findings may not be consistent with some peopleтАЩs expectations. To all those who have closely followed this case, and who have engaged in the important national dialogue it has inspired, I urge you to read this report in full. тАЬ

Not the result you wanted, but a conclusion based on fact.

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